This Feeling.

Where are you coming from?

Who are you with, and who are you?

What is the problem, or who is the problem?

I feel you in the pit of my stomach and I feel you pulling on my heart.

The metal is on there thick!

How may I help you?

Don't tell me you are associated with Karma.

I think I've paid my dues.

You must have me mixed up or confused.

I know this feeling oh too well.

It came straight from hell.

I'm done with that chapter, another one is born.

I'm happy, so just leave me alone.

This is my moment and my time.

I did my crime and paid every price.

Please just leave me alone.

Tasha G.

Broken Promises.

Broken promises does not move me.

Unfulfilled actions does not intrigue me.

Can I just be happy?

Unsettled words and little misfits are unnecessary.

Where are you when I need you to hold me?

No calls.

No texts.

Hope I do not fail this test.

                             -Tasha G.

Lets Speak Hair.

I just want to give my open honest opinion about hair.

Hair is just an ordinary everyday accessory that has to be on point. 

Myself for instance I am beyond OBSESSED with my hair!

It has to look good or I DO NOT look good.

I don't know how many of my readers agree with me.

My current location consist of my eyes seeing nothing but WEAVE!

Don't get me wrong I like weave, especially when I don't feel like doing my hair.

But some people have never lived outside of weave.

Ladies PLEASE VENTURE out and try NEW things.

I love NATURAL hair and how my current hair-do works for me.

I just love it, what do you guys think?

Notebook 104.

Rainy days are not my friend.

I woke up this morning to find out that the teacher isn`t going to show up today.

A little pissed; I sat down feeling like a wet puppy.

Wish that I could go back home but I have class at eleven.

Rainy days call for cookies & ice-cream with my other half.

Rainy days just aren`t for me.

It messed up my mood and plans for the day.

Mother nature you are cock-blocking.

I would like to see my babe, and just cuddle for the whole day.

Oh, how I do dream hard.

Notebook 101.

Yesterday was Valentine`s Day.

Being in love makes this holiday mean so much more to me.

I never expect the world on that day; whatever is possible will happen.

I just wanted to be in the arms of my significant other.

I was surprised in the best way; first surprised from a partner of mine.

Words can`t express how I felt the moment I seen what was planned for me.

I`m actually in LOVE; I am not dragging the word or misusing it.

I am very happy within my relationship; would not change it for anything in this world.

We fell asleep to slow jams after a romantic date.

Cuddling is our getaway and our sleep drug.

I cherish every moment to the fullest.

Tomorrow isn`t promised.

But we are!

I love you baby!

P.S. pictures will be coming soon.

Hating on Cuffin.

There is nothing wrong with being very picky and hostile towards CUFFIN (being in a relationship).

There are a lot of people out there who are not ready for commitment or ready to change their ways.

Ways meaning: one night stands, games, tricking, etc.

If you are looking for commitment; just let it come to you and pray on it.

Mixing up and mingling with the wrong people will get you hurt and turn your heart cold.

Trust me I know; I too been there.

When you do find someone and you make it past the 6 month quarter, ask yourself if they are worthy; and have they proven themselves to you.

You also have to know how to read people; if you don't, you'll end up hurt in the end.

You don't have to snoop around and go through anyone's things to find out what they're doing or what they been up to.

If you have to do that, then its not WORTH IT!

Relationships are based on a foundation of TRUST & HONEST.

If yours like both those things; then there is no relationship there, I'm sorry to tell you.

You can hate on cuffin all you want; that still isn't going to bring you someone you want by your side.

Be patient, pray on it, and be positive; I'm just saying.

We all get our feelings hurt and go through shares of heartbreaks.

But at the end they all lead up to someone we are destined to be with; remember that.

God doesn't inflict hurt on us for his entertainment; its for us to know our strengths.

Also to have FAITH in him and what he is able to do.

So I advise others not to talk bad or down play anybody's else relationship; because you're not in one.

That's when you classified as a HATER.

Truth be told, everybody deserves love and happiness; you just got to know what you want and willing to sacrifice.

Every person you date or get with come with their own package.

You make the decision to stay or leave.

Peace!

LIFE

Life isn`t a game.

It`s more of a priviledge, that can be taken from you at any minute.

Many people are so lost in translation, I try to reach out and help them.

Never can say its too late.

My purpose is to help, educate, and raise awareness.

I come across alot of people who need help, and don`t know where to turn.

Here I am.

Nobody else will listen, well my job is to listen.

After I listen, its step 2.

Where do we go from here, and how can I help you.

Suicide?

I don`t speak that language.

I don`t care what is going on, and how tough you have it.

Whatever you go through in life its a TEST.

Your job is to pass the test not FAIL it.

Once you set that mentality that you`re going to fail, thats what you go after.

GOD?

He`s always watching and listening.

If you don`t speak, he can`t help you.

Closed mouths don't get fed.

Murder?

I don`t condone that kind of act.

Why kill someone who are easily apart of your family?

Whoever you decide to kill, are the same people you live[d] with.

How would you feel if someone ended their life?

You`re not GOD.

So don`t try to take on his force/nature.

Ignorance?

Cut that shit out!

Its unnecessary, and the world is hostile and cruel with it.

Everyday its a dog eat dog world.

What for?

God died to save us for a reason.

Educate yourself.

Genocide?

Why wipe out a race?

What are you accomplishing?

You sell your soul to devil, who convinced you that its ok.

Well its not!

You will suffer consequences come judgement day.

Judgement Day?

Familiarize yourself with it.

If your relationship with God is poor, FIX IT!

Read up on the Seven Seals.

Its real, don`t be fooled or be the fool in the end.

Society?

Is all fucked up!

Truth be told, nobody is trying to fix it.

Why you think the economy failed?

People don`t use their brains or their COMMON SENSE.

Domestic violence?

Is not cute.

Don`t do onto others that you don`t want done to you.

Why beat on other people, when the police can`t beat on you?

I`m just saying.

Life? 
Life is a struggle, but you can never give up.

Once you do, the vultures come out and prey on your soul.

Rock bottom is cold and lonely, and not where you want to be.

Everyday obstacles are TESTS, remember that.

God wouldn't put too much on you that you can't bare.

Once you pass a specific obstacle[test], your reward[blessing] will be waiting for you.

It never fails.

And GOD will never fail YOU.

By. Tasha G.

Memoirs Of Tasha Nicole

I want to turn a journal into a memoir[novel].

Basically about my life and more so of what is happening right now.

I am basically brainstorming right now, it is pretty much still under construction.

I would like to include an autobiography so you can get to know a little bit about me.

Include some of works[poems], pictures, and journal entries as well with you.

I am a free- spirit so anything goes.

Here are some possible chapters: 

• Relationship with my parents
• Friendships/ Ex-Friendships
• Poems
• Relationships
• Dreams
• Morals
• Journal Entries 

Like I stated before everything is still under works, so I will keep you all posted. 

I will like to share my world with you so you can see me for me.

Friendships outside of your relationship

This subject is very touchy but definately needs to be talked about. Some people think that you can't have friendships outside of your intimate relationship. In my opinion I think everybody should have a few friendships outside of their relationship for a balance or equilibrium. You don't have to agree with me but this is what I think and feel. Alot of people think its wrong to have friendships beside your relationship, why? I really don't know. My thing is when i'm with someone, if you trust me then you have nothing to worry about. If you don't trust me, then why are still here? Feel me? Everyone deserves friends outside of their relationship to keep their head level and steady. I am a free-spirit so I do as I please, I choose who to call my friends and who I delete out of my life. I am big on astrology, thats how I basically choose my friends, I can tell you I only have three people that I can safely say are my friends. In life its all about choosing the right people and feeling shit out and seeing how fxcked up alot of people are. Don't let anyone tell you, you can't have friends when you're in a relationship..We all human and we all equal bottomline.

Followers and Posers.

Alot of females that I see or that are around me try to be something or someone they`re not.

Why? I really don't know.

They buy things they won't normally buy because they wanna be someone else.

Some portray themselves as bougouis or posers.

Personally I think these females don't know who they are or where they came from.

They are like little school girls imitating what they see on tv or what other females are doing.

Wanna know what that is called? A follower.

Be a leader, trendsetter, or a role model.

Why do you want to do exactly what another chick is doing?

I may never understand it, because I am my own person.

I follow my own trend, rules, and I have my own brain.

I still know people from high school that are still following other people.

Grow up already!

Followers are one of my top five pet peeves, I can't tolerate it.

It's like im grown but I have a twin or I feel like im a triplet or something.

If you live on your own and you still all up in somebody's ass crack.

Boo boo you have a major problem!

Don't ask me where I got my shoes, so you can go buy the exact same pair!

Please DONT do that!

Cut the crap and start your own trends!

Relationship Strains

I don't speak alot on relationships but I think I should blog at least one good time about them. Relationships to me, mean its a partnership, a friendship, and a commitment between two people who deeply care about each other. A relationship will progress when people are open, honest, and truthful with one another, in other words that's how it will be successful and work. Although relationships can vary from months up until years there are some strains or obstacles that can cause issues and conflicts that often lead to breakups,cheating, and heartbreak. I will list a few that I think that cause alot of issues.

• Time restraints- alot of people don't know how to balance their time so therefore, one partner will often feel lonely or will feel like they need to find someone else to fill that void. Time should be worked out evenly because nobody should feel like they are in a relationship by themselves.
• Honesty- why is it so hard for people to be real and truthful? Its time to grow up and stop lying, I rather someone be 100 percent with me then lie to me and then I have to find out another way. Honesty is one of the major elements of making a relationship work no matter what. You don't have honesty then you don't have shit.
• Trust- If you can't trust your partner, why are still with them? Ask yourself that question and if you don't have a logical answer then get the stepping and don't look back.
• Mama's boys & girls- I hear bout this all the time and see it all the time. It's said when you feel like you dating the mama too, MAMA LET THEM G0! Either the girlfriend/boyfriend isn't good enough, or they always want to be included in the couples plans. My thing is you are married or have someone in your life, let them entertain you, stop interfering in your child's love life.Those who move back in with your mama just to be up under her, SHAME on you, you are grown and trying to have a relationship, no partner should have to suffer and have to feel like they are second best and on the back burner. Trust its not a nice feeling at all.
• Cheating- I'm not going to lie I did it, and it never felt good, but I have learned and matured, its never worth it in the end. So I always ask WHY? Was it worth it? 100 percent of the time the answer is no it wasn't worth it, so stop hurting your partner. If you don't want them anymore just leave and go about your business instead of cheating and hurting them. 

Relationships aren't a game, depending on the person you chose it may be a long term thing and not a play thing. 

People Who Obsess over ATTENTION!

Can I ask question?

Why do people do the stupidest things just to get attention from you?

Male or female, I will never understand it.

I can't go anywhere without a male or female doing or saying some dumb shit just to try to get some damn attention from me.

If I dont know you or like you STOP going out your way to get me to entertain your lame ass.

I experience various situations with both sexes I'm going to give you an example from both sexes.

Males: Say Slim! You got a man? Wanna be friends? [NOTE TO YOU: If I DO N0T look at you or give you any indication that I know that you exist D0NT BOTHER wasting your time.]

Females:[this is can go on for days]

• Looks: Eyeballing the hell out of me and don't say shit.[speak your mind trick]
• Oral: "I can't stand her ass".[One, you don't know me kid, don't get it twisted and Two, I don't givva good got damn if you do or don't THEE END!]

• With friends:"Who is she?" Where she from?"[DON'T worry bout me playa, just do you and I'ma keep doing me ya feel me?]

People obsess over drawing attention to theirselves or want it from other people.

Get a freakin life why don't you?

I'm not gonna front sometimes its entertaining, cuz all I'm gonna do is laugh in your damn face.

And sometimes its just so damn annoying.

Many people need to go and seek help cuz that shit aint cute at all.

GET WELL soon FOOLS!

THEE END!

Fashion and Music

Whenever F.I.E.R.C.E gets ready for the day, i pick out my get up while listening to music. Music is an inspiration and a jump start to my day dont you agree? I listen to the right song and I choose yet another trendy outfit. I am my OWN TRENDSETTER ya feel me?

Songs: One Love -Trey Songz

              Beat It Up -Gucci ft. Trey Songz

If you haven't heard them familarize yourself with them ASAP!